For many years, nearsightedness has been a prevalent issue within my family, leading me to start wearing glasses at the age of 11. Initially, I found glasses slightly bothersome, but the relief they provided from eye strain headaches made them tolerable, particularly during computer use and while attending school or college.
Throughout my life, my left eye maintained almost perfect 20/20 vision. However, in recent years, my right eye experienced a progressive decline in vision, potentially exacerbated by extensive computer work. This decline coincided with a period of intense health anxiety.
As my right eye’s nearsightedness worsened, I began experiencing difficulties with nighttime lights, triggering concerns of a severe underlying condition or impending blindness. Consequently, I transitioned from wearing glasses only during computer use to wearing them continuously.
Contemplating Laser Eye Surgery
For the first time, the idea of undergoing laser eye surgery became a serious consideration. Despite my initial aversion to procedures involving my eyes, compounded by my reluctance to use contact lenses due to dryness, I grew weary of constant worries about my eyesight and misinterpreting every symptom of nearsightedness.
Online searches for symptoms like headaches and double vision often led to alarming conclusions of grave neurological conditions or brain tumors. My anxiety even prompted me to undergo an MRI scan.
Despite encountering tales of failed laser eye surgeries and rare complications, I resolved to pursue the procedure. However, before booking the surgery, I underwent several appointments and tests to ensure suitability for the operation.
Apprehensions and Procedure
My primary fear revolved around potential complications leading to lifelong vision impairments or, worst-case scenario, complete loss of sight. However, despite my apprehensions, the surgery proceeded smoothly. My surgeon thoroughly explained the procedure, calming my nerves despite the unsettling concept of lasers reshaping my cornea.
Post-Surgery Experience
Following the surgery, I experienced slight discomfort and light sensitivity in my eye, but noticeable improvements in vision were immediate. Astonishingly, I could read license plates using only my right eye on the journey home from the surgery.
Subsequent follow-up appointments ensured the absence of complications, providing reassurance. Nearly a year post-surgery, a recent eye test confirmed the stability of my vision.
Conclusion
While my vision remains imperfect due to mild astigmatism and persistent floaters, the surgery significantly alleviated my health anxiety. The constant worry about my eyes and eyesight has diminished, and the absence of glasses has brought relief.
Although laser eye surgery may not be suitable for everyone, it proved to be an effective solution for me, providing relief from health anxiety and enhancing my quality of life.
